endlesslyparamore:

All we know is falling.

It takes some time to let you go and it shows. (all we know)

We’re better off without you. (pressure)

These scars, they will not fade away. (emergency)

Well always know that you shine brighter than anyone does. (brighter)

we…

Or is it just me? I feel awkward in a crowd full of boys.. I imagine myself happy with my guy friends, being so open and humorous that I could vomit my happiness and call it a day but in reality, all I do is keep silent and stealing glances from the people around me and listening to their conversations and smile/laugh if something really funny/just a bit funny comes up. I’m so lame and boring! I hate my attitude.

I feel so chicken in these types of situations. And I don’t really like it. Why can’t I be much of a fair person towards my way of approaching people? Why can’t I just be myself when I’m around them just like when I’m around my close friends?

I don’t think they won’t like me.. I’m freakin’ awesome..
I’m just not that confident and I’m utterly scared.

#ohh.. just one of those days.. where I wished I was a boy instead.